Old Journal Entry...

WHOA!

I was organizing my vast collection of old journals and picked one up and opened it randomly to a page and found something that blew my mind. I have absolutely NO recollection of this dream which is so strange...

I've been slacking on recording them lately but I believe strongly that dreams are important and have merit. It's basically having a conversation with yourself on a deeper level. In my experience when you make an effort to remember and analyze your dreams and take them into account, it's like your subconscious goes, "Oh! Great! You're listening! Let's do this!" and a stronger sort of language is formed. Becoming involved in your dream life and not dismissing it but allowing it to have merit is basically encouraging connectivity in your brain and forging and strengthening pathways. It's being more self-aware. There are endless benefits that I won't get into because I have a modeling job tomorrow and I really just felt the need to share this crazy awesome dream I found...or did it find me?...again...  o.0

November 16, 2007

I had the most extraordinary dream the night before last. I dreamt that I was walking along a street of cobblestone or asphalt and that I came across a small sort of transparent green tentacle jelly like form sprouting up from the stone or asphalt. I kicked it and it broke off leaving a hole in the matrix so to speak. It was like a broken/incomplete hologram appears on Star Trek to a degree, without the technology. Waves or ripples radiated out from the hole - fractal patterns. I knelt down beside it. I realized then that I had wounded something.

Me: "I'm sorry, had I understood I would never have done that."

I then saw next to the wound a sort of box or lantern. A great voice spoke to me from everywhere and nowhere - It was deep, and calm, and powerful.

Voice: "Look."

I looked inside and within and saw, set inside metal like a diamond or pearl, a light that was white and ethereal. It glowed and had a presence but was in between physical form - there, but not there at the same time. I was wonderfully beautiful. I was in awe as I looked upon it.

Voice: "This is the Light. This is what all arises from, and what all eventually returns to. It is the Alpha and Omega, it is within All Things, for it is All Things. It is also within you. From this you can create anything and everything you wish - It can become anything...Create."

Then I woke up more excited than I've been in a while.

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sooooo....I'm going to hop into the studio for a bit...just had to share.

I like my brain sometimes. If you believe that's where that came from...intense...